Emo day after day after day. But I have faith in myself that I can move on fast. I love myself too much to let myself go through so much unnecessary pain. I'm also going to get a tattoo of the chinese character "nu" (woman), somewhere around the area of my breasts. This is because I feel stronger as a woman and I am very proud to be a woman. It will be situated on my breasts to symbolize womanhood and maternity.
Apart from that, I'm really looking forward to the SIA interview next sunday and I pray to God I get it. Then hopefully I can join SIA as soon as possible. How stupid of me to join Yellow Pages just because it was near his place. But I guess now it doesn't matter anymore.
Sometimes I wonder could it be a curse that the "female ghost" at YP set on me? Cuz I haven't been very nice to her and I've been making fun of her at the office. Cuz I really didn't believe in ghosts. It's just that shortly after I joined YP, this is what happened to my smooth and almost-perfect relationship.
Sigh I'm thinking too much.
Anyway, Heinz Hot Chili Tuna rocks! Chili damn hot damn shiok.
