I just got the funniest job offer today. To be a fitness instructor in California Fitness! How weird is that?? It's what I least expected. Lol... But it isn't such a bad thing! I get to obtain a great bod, and earn money at the same time! I really won't mind snagging the job.
I realized that so far in my little nineteen years of life, I feel like I've led a fairly rich and fulfilling life. Not like my life is going to end soon or anything (I hope). But I feel that I've been given so many opportunities that no one has ever had. I got to try so many interesting experiences that others never got to. I've seen and learned colourful and enlightening things that make me wiser. I really feel very lucky to have this life.
Sometimes thinking thoughts like these makes me wonder about Jehiah. Would he too go through such a wonderful and fulfilling experience like I did if he didn't choose to end his life? Would he have thought twice about making this decision if he had known that he probably would have a better future ahead?
But I guess it takes everyone a fair amount of guts to continue surviving in this world today.
Dewi and her birthday present and her boy.
