It's just this wednesday for me!!!!!! I am so freaking excited! More excited than nervous I am. And that's a fabulous thing. For I remember my perpetual habit of breaking into cold sweat and having diarrhoea before things like this (auditions, gigs, any event where I have to present myself and be under the limelight for 15 excruciating minutes.)
Now this only serves as a drug for me.
After reading the blogs of the producers, I've decided that it may not be so scary after all. They all seem to be very nice friendly people. But then again, the fact that I'm competing against over 300 other teens who might have more talent or more interesting stories to tell is not a very comforting thought. I know that I have my own capabilities and a rather interesting story of my life to share. But then it's a tough fight when you don't even know the standards of other people.
For those who don't know, I'm auditioning for a musical called It's My Life. It will be directed by Lim Yu Beng, music written by Bang Wen Fu, and produced by Tan Kheng Hua. The story is actually about ourselves and teenagers. I really really want this so bad. The thought of not being able to get the gig makes me feel so damn sad. Really. I don't really wanna be an air stewardess after I leave school. I really really really want this gig so so so so much.....!!!!!!!
We'll just see how things go for me.
