I'm generally rather tired of fair-weathered friends. Was looking thru photos of friends that were supposed to be close to me on facebook, and I just realized how out of the picture I am. I felt very left out and I dunno why I should be left out.
I'm tired of always being the one that people expect to listen to their problems, help them in whatever thingum that they know I have the network or skill to handle, lend them money, etc etc... These are also strangely the people who hardly ever ask me to hang out just on a personal basis, or include me when it comes to "the fun activities".
I don't wanna be just someone that gets called to play mahjong just cuz u people are lacking one leg and srsly need a filler. I'm not just a filler.
I need to close this chapter and move on with my life and concentrate on those friends I know who will not leave me to struggle with maintaining the friendship alone.
