Lots To Do
Sunday, May 24, 200911:21 AM
I am strapped for time. Seriously. I've got homework to do, tests to study for, project deadlines to meet, work at night, a social life to maintain, boyfriend to attend to, mother to take care of.... Omg I am exhausted.
I realized the extent of my exhaustion on Friday night when I came back from work. I took a bath and just sprawled out on the bed, really too tired to think of anything else or do anything else. It was so awesome to lie on the comfortable white sheets, and I realized I didn't have the opportunity to relax like this in such a long while.
Right now, even my weekends are jam-packed with activities. I also have to work on weekend nights, and weekends are the only time I can do homework or study for tests. And I also need to allocate time for leisure to make sure that I do not burn out. Yes, leisure is very important to me. I need to maintain a balanced lifestyle so that I do not become a frazzled unhappy chick.
I guess I should be glad to have a busy schedule like this now to match up with Amran's. We were having some problems in our relationship a little while back because Amran was forever so busy, and I was so fucking free with nothing to do while waiting for school to start. Yellow Pages seriously had nothing for me to do. So there were some problems when I felt incredibly bored and restless but he wasn't there to help me occupy my time.
Oh wells Dewi would know best about the situation then.
Kayz time to go study. Bye!
Sunday Evening with Natasha
Monday, May 18, 20098:02 PM
I am really glad I hung out with Natasha yesterday evening. After almost 2 years, we met up again and caught up on life! What a lot has happened to us since the last time we spoke. It's great to know that we can still get along and talk a lot together just like in the old times. :)
It's so easy for us to drift apart because we have such different lifestyles now, without school to bring us together. I am an attached person who is quite a full time girlfriend, and have band commitments and work commitments. Plus we have different interests. I am into the local music scene, and all things music, whereas my close friends from secondary school don't have much interest in that. (Well Nat used to be interested but now not so much... right? heh...)
I feel like as compared to my secondary school mates, I have already drifted off so far away. I feel like I'm so different from most of them now. The only people I am still in contact with are Nat and Jue, and perhaps Christine. And that's pretty much about it. 3 people only. When I look at their facebook photos and all that, I just feel so detached. When I hear about gossip about them, in my mind I can't help but think, "I'm so far away from this. I don't even think about things like that anymore."
Perhaps having a different lifestyle and an older boyfriend makes me not think of things like that anymore. So now I'm in a completely different world. Which is not a bad thing at all.. :)
Anyway, after hanging out with Nat last night, I came to realize and appreciate what a mature and grounded person Nat is. Seriously. Any guy who wins her heart will really be a lucky guy. But hopefully it's not some random douche from a club. Hehe..
Indus Gendi @ The Concourse
Friday, May 1, 20091:24 AM
