After the breakup, I've made myself do many things I've always procrastinated doing, or never dreamed I would do, in the process of helping myself to heal. Like for eg, getting a tattoo, going on a shopping spree all alone (when I mean spree, I really mean spree), and watching a thai horror flick.
I caught 4bia yesterday and watched the bloody first half ALONE! Thanks to Nic who was late cuz he was busy getting high. =.=''' This was the first time in my entire life watching an ASIAN HORROR FLICK!! I've always been very easily scared and paranoid, that's why I always avoided them with a passion. Ang moh ones are still okay to watch cuz their ghosts often look so fake and normal.
I'm glad I caught the movie (even though the ghosts in the 2nd short story look funnier than scary), because somehow I feel that an invisible barrier has been broken. It was exactly the same feeling as when I was getting the tattoo. That heart-thumping fear coupled with the eager anticipation to try something new.
Somehow I feel that with each of these things that I do, I grow more mature and level-headed, and the pain goes away a step more.
Next up will probably be a spree at Haji Lane! Anyone up to join me?????
